Lyrics

Fighting off the shadows
Another night I made it through
Finding the pieces of myself
Scattered and almost out of view

Keep reaching for something to save me now
There’s nothing left to hold onto anyhow
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Knowing I'm about to take a plunge


Still I keep pretending
Something left inside me


I’m holding on to nothing
But I can’t let go
Standing in the wreckage
Of everything I know

My breath feels heavier
Every step feels cold
Keep searching for a reason
In the ashes of my soul

I’m holding on to nothing
But it’s all I have I know


Memory fades further now
Like smoke in the rain
Completely broken anyhow
Poison pulsing through my veins

Tried to bury it in my soul
Couldn't outrun it anyhow
Running fast for any goal
Truth completely blinds me now


Now I keep receding
Only fragments left of me


I’m holding on to nothing
But I can’t let go
Standing in the wreckage
Of everything I know

My breath feels heavier
Every step feels cold
Keep searching for a reason
In the ashes of my soul

I’m holding on to nothing
But it’s all I have I know


Maybe hope was just an illusion
Something fragile meant to break
Maybe hearts keep on beating
Even after they’ve gave way


I’m holding on to nothing
Afraid to lose it all
Waiting for a light to find me
But the darkness never calls

Every night pulling me backwards
Little’s left apart of me
All I am is a shattered life
And a tired broken heart

I’m holding on to nothing
But I’m still holding on


Maybe that’s the curse of living
Learning how to carry pain
Even when there’s nothing left
You keep holding on the same