Lyrics

Another Night
Mmmmm
Another Night


Another night staring at holes in the ceiling
Listening to the ghosts I knew were gone
Even choices keep flashing like a warning
And all these things my mind can't keep on storing

I hear the clock strike loud like thunder
As every second begins dragging me asunder
Now I try to outrun all my old memories
But they'll keep on echoing through the centuries


And my mind keeps on spinning
Like a storm I can’t escape


If only
I could undo the wreckage in my mind
Maybe I’d still recognize
The man I left behind

If only
These thoughts would let me sleep
Stop pulling me down so far
Into the darkness and the deep
Yet every night I still drown
Inside these if only dreams


There’s a cold wind moving through the hallway
Like regret slowly knocking outside my door
Every conversation that I still remember
Leaves me more broken than ice in December

I keep replaying every moment over and over
Searching for a different way to reach the end
But no matter how I to rewrite it all
Everything goes black as darkness begins to fall


And my mind keeps on returning
To a place I can’t escape


If only
I could undo the wreckage in my mind
Maybe I’d still recognize
The man I left behind

If only
These thoughts would let me sleep
Stop pulling me down so far
Into the darkness and the deep
Yet every night I still drown
Inside these if only dreams


Maybe the past was never meant to heal
The hardest part of living seems all to real
Nothing I could say would change how I feel
All these What If's just hurt and steal


If only
I could quiet down the noise inside me
Maybe I could finally stop and breathe
Without everything sinking behind me
If only
I could stop reliving all these nights
So my mind could finally stop the fight
And the wind build so I could take flight


Another night
Inside my head isn't right
And all these if only's
Keep me hanging without a fight